So I know many of you are going to say "Cassie you don't need to apologize we understand" but I feel like I should give some kind of written thing to those who want to read it.
I am sorry for being awkward in social situations, for not having much to talk about, or even if I do have things to talk about for not talking about them without stuttering, or looking uncomfortable.
I honestly do want to talk to people, seriously I crave being around people... but I also have a hard time being around people. It sucks really. My mind feels like it is filled with feathers or something, especially when around people. Even around my best friends, I just don't know what to talk about anymore. Some people I talk to just fine... (very few people... sister, mother, friend Ree, friend Clare) ... and others I feel awkward around... I don't know... that's it. So good night!