Today I found out that the insurance has finished paying off the bills from the miscarriage! This means that both Paul and I will feel free enough to start trying, actively trying! It's been such a long last 5 months that I can't believe that this is over!
I am just soooo happy! *dances around and around* Hopefully we won't have to wait too long to get a nice positive test. But I also am going to try to not obsess about it. I will keep track of my cycle and chart out when would most likely be the most fertile times, but that's it. No OPK's for me. (Ovulation Prediction Kit's for those who don't know what OPK stands for).
Relief! Weight off shoulder! Woohoo! Yippee! I haven't been this happy in a long long time. Although this happiness is mixed with a sadness, it is still happy!